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Ashes, Whispers, & Lies

by Mayhem Lettuce

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Ash colored tiles Stained glass memories Slipping down the pane like yesterday Bullets in the background Bleeding in the background Funny how deep these memories run And they sting They sting and they shiver like the nightmares I lie to you about She remains my favorite even though I haven't seen her in decades And the colors are bleeding violet vertigo I used to dream in ash colored tiles I went blind on Valentine's Day She'll never rule my world again Optimism falls bleeding to the floor I've been wrapped in grey forever Uncertainty, smoke, and ash But sometimes there are unexpected miracles
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My footprints are dirty so I wipe them away Like the tears I lie to you about When the phone has stopped ringing The clock gets too loud And my ears try to tune it all out Cuz the ticking only reminds me of how long its been Since the last time you made my telephone ring So I walk away after you kick me out And wipe away the tears I lie to you about My language is rusty so I let you speak But you're not speaking to me anymore I should've spoken sooner but I didn't know how As I told you I love you you were slamming the door Confusion and fear become my best friends As another episode of happiness ends And I walk away after you kick me out And wipe away the tears I lie to you about My nightmares get worse and I dream only of you And now I'm too scared to sleep But when I'm awake I'm haunted by my words Promises I thought I would keep I try to make sense of what's in my head Try to sort out all the things I never said And I walk away after you kick me out And wipe away the tears I lie to you about
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Ash colored tiles Run circles around my mind Waiting for the light to change But it stings It stings and it stinks like memory Paint it red, she says Only I'm shivering too slowly and I can't find her anymore She remains my favorite even though I just met her And the colors are screaming for me to shut up I can't see her Her dreams are too thick I've let her become the world again I remain largely terrified I remain largely in denial I don't believe in miracles
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It's all about love Yeah baby! I'm still as loud as you can be and I'm mad as hell(o) I whisper to the nightlight I utter your name So the shadows it casts on my wall will dance the dance you taught me I whisper to the nightlight I tell it your secret name So the shadows that creep up my wall won't haunt me I whisper to the nightlight I cry out your name And coax the shadows on my wall to hold me and rock me to sleep Like you do I whisper to the nightlight It already knows your name And the shadows that dance on my wall dance the dance you taught me The sacred dance you taught me I whisper to the nightlight I call it by your name It takes my hand and leads me in the shadow dance you taught me The dreamland dance you taught me
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My footprints are dirty so I wipe them away Like the tears I lie to you about When the phone has stopped ringing The clock gets too loud And my ears try to tune it all out The ticking only reminds me of how long its been Since the last time you made my phone ring So I walk away after you kick me out And wipe away the tears I lie to you about My language is rusty so I let you speak But you're not speaking to me anymore I should've spoken sooner but I didn't know how As I told you I love you you were slamming the door Confusion and fear become my best friends As another episode of happiness ends And I walk away after you kick me out And wipe away the tears I lie to you about My nightmares get worse and I dream only of you And now I'm too scared to sleep But when I'm awake I'm haunted by my words Promises I thought I would keep I try to make sense of what's in my head Try to sort out all the things I never said And I walk away after you kick me out And wipe away the tears I lie to you about

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Ashes, Whispers, & Lies is our fly companion piece to the Sin & Tonic EP. It contains another trio of new & hella improved versions of old school Mayhem Lettuce songs, along with the original 90's versions. It's all that and a bag of chips! To the extreme!

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released December 23, 2022

Ashes, Whispers, & Lies
A Mayhem Lettuce EP

All songs written and performed by Mayhem Lettuce.

Mayhem Lettuce is Grahm Eberhardt and Wade Saathoff.
They have been joined on this recording by Vanessa McIntyre.

Grahm Eberhardt: vocals, keyboards, programming
Wade Saathoff: guitars, bass, keyboards, drums & percussion, programming, backing vocals
Vanessa McIntyre: backing vocals on track 4

Cover art by Grahm Eberhardt. Photo by Wendy Saathoff, probably.

Track 1 recorded in Mum's Basement Studios in East Moline, Illinois and Elezar Studios in Portland Oregon in 2021.
Tracks 2-3 recorded in Unmutual Studios in Port Byron, Illinois and Elezar Studios in Portland Oregon in 2022.
Track 4 recorded at Firefly Studios in Rapids City, Illinois on July 20, 1999.
Track 5 recorded at Dancin' Bear Studios in Peoria, Illinois in 1995. It is roughly the 15th song we ever wrote.
Track 6 recorded at Elezar Barn Studios in Port Byron, Illinois in May, 1998. It is roughly the 17th song we ever wrote.

Mixed and mastered at Elezar Studios in Portland, Oregon by WadeMS.

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Mayhem Lettuce Port Byron, Illinois

Mayhem Lettuce was formed in Port Byron, IL in 1993 when two sad teenage boys decided to channel their angst into music.
That music sits at the crossroads of King Missile and Portishead with a dash of The Cure and a pinch of They Might Be Giants.

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